dese two days haf jus passed so quickly dat like i carn remember wad i haf done?
yesterdae i wenta orchard cineleisure to watch world trade centre wif CK n Kelvin.. b4 dat i shopped stupid orchard road wif lisabelle n CK.. n we had subway for dinner.. n met dis gal hu look hmm.. weird for her age.. dat made us laff quite a bit larh?
den later after the movie.. like 9plus.. cephas came to meet us.. den the three guys went off to vivocity.. den i went home(: n reached hom at 10pm EXACT..
well.. mi collapse incident has made big news.. im nt the person famous for collapsing in the middle of the field for like the veri wrong reasons..
dis morning.. i woke up wif HORRIBLY ACHING LEGS.. frm head to toe.. mi backs went aching cos i wenta do weights on it.. mi stomach hurt so badly den wen i laffed mi tummy oso hurt.. mi upper thighs were hurting.. mi calves were tensed up like shit. n mi toes.. due to the new shoe.. were stiff n so painful..
fortunatley mi head nt pain.. cos i had alot of slp((:
o let mi share something.. i haf been a good gal slping at 10pm everynite for the past 3 nites n resisting the temptation to go online...

TODAY'S TRNG(:
im so so so touched..
let mi start frm beginning
1.2km warm up as usual..
stretching
abs.. wells.. abs killed mi n added on to mi aches by activating all the stupid muscles of mi upper torso.. nw mi sides r aching as well..
den we did 4.8..
i lagged as usual..
n dey came baq for mi
n dey encouraged n pushed mi.. the whole team.. went baq for mi.. pushed mi all the wae till the end.. i din wanna feel like a burden so i pushed on.. as much mi legs were aching.. mi shitty stamina which made mi feel like IM SO GONNA DIE..
SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT!
went baq.. felt on top of the world(:

den i went baq home.. n slacked n read CLEO.. while zapping mi blardy aching calves...

n went out to PP to meet CK for lunch at BK.... den we go walk ard.. den kathleen came.. den we go meet alvina.. den we walk all the wae to ECP.. n we cycled for two hours.. until changi airport runway.. gorgeous.. i shall put up sum pictures to embarrass them.. it was so scenic the views.. as in the nature sounds.. finally mi ears r plugged off frm the ipod n im like fully appreciating nature n its beauty.. WHOA(:
den we went MACS.. ECP MACS
n guess who we met
MS TOH N MS ONG
n mi fers reaction was to of course turn back n go away right.. den dey saw mi n i was like shit.. den neh mind loh.. we go say hi.. den aiya.. the stupid conversation was damn demoralising.. n i received two stupid demoralising news enuff to kill mi.. n i tink im so screwd up badly.. n wen i say dis nobody is gna believe mi aniwaes.. so i dun even feel like saying it out here.. den well.. mi n kathleen r pretty worried i tink... damn demoralising news.. hate it.. RARHH..

well well.. dey ate burgers.. i din eat
den we went VIVO.. met jerald.. went to watch movie.. SCOOP.. a damn gay n lame plot which raped us 10bucks n met our heart ache.. n we were groaning over the monetary loss..
grace the great spent 80bucks dis wk alr.. n i owe jerald 10bucks.. whoa.. neh mind menglu n shuqi n huangsui owe mi 9bucks.. dat means im still -1bucks.. mi wallet still has 1.50bucks.. i minus off.. im left wif 0.5 bucks


HMM
den after dat went for dinner.. at foodcourt.. at like 9.15pm?
den eat eat eat.. eat until 9.40 mi n geraldine chionged off home of course.. n we tok too much until miss two trains.. den to think the rest of the guys came.. n we were like.. whoa..
den the five of us..
geraldine.. kathleen.. alvina CK n mi went home


den went home.. 10plus
mummy angry.. refuses to let mi go for NIE director's run tomoro nite..
n im like.. brr..
well it's mi fault.. i haf been missing dinner like 3 consecutive days..

uhh n i dno watta do.. u noe its' like
i lied like so mani times today.. until i dno wad im lying.. i lied to mi mum.. i lied to vice capt saying i was busy but i wasn.. den i lied to mi mum i was wif the cross gals..
dne the lie went on n on.. den it cldn stop
n i jus learnt one thing..
grace u r such a lousy liar.. DONT EVA TRY LYING AGAIN..


well.. i needa sort out mi tots n feelings.. it's getting more n more complicated n i realised the longer i dragged.. the worse it wld get.. the worse i wld feel
n nobody will unds
n i dno how to explain to the world
n im so afriad dat even wen im telling u dis.. u wont even believe mi..
i noe it n u noe it..
running away makes mi seem further n further away frm u..
im trying u noe... im trying mi veri best alr...
i dno how long i can last..
but trng is bogging mi down..
mi aching body..
other screwed stuff i dun wna sae..
damned grace.. hold on hold on.. dun give up no matter wad..
all the promises n vows